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11:52am 26/07/2005
 
mood: good
i havent been online much since the computer isnt in my room. + caleb is here. mmhm summer. anyways i think stories are best told with visuals. so here you go.
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(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
   
03:05pm 10/06/2005
 
mood: drained
music: clear eyes commercial
so basically i thought once everyone was out of school things would be different.
i was fucking WRONG!
it pretty much sucks.
i have no money.
to go anywhere. ie hang out with friends. buy things for myself. wtfeverman.
i have to pay this gay ass phone bill that i dont have money for so bye bye phone.
but on the bright side...
the boyfriend comes home on sundayyy.
yay his arms! 3 months and 2 days. negro what!
bbq with the girls. high school reunion shit.
itll be fun.
but unfortunately i work all this weekend.
but i get money. hopefully 100. if im lucky.
i need sleep.
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a hair cut.
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a face. hah. actually new cigs.
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i only started smoking again because of the fucking stress my family piles on me.
i know i shouldnt but lucky strikes take the edge off.
"those are some motherfucking hard cigs"
"i know. if you cant handle them ill smoke them for you"

xo
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
STFU   
02:59pm 02/06/2005
 
mood: worried
music: jerry springer
so basically i didnt have work today.
i ate a large pizza from little ceasers all by myself.
i watched tombstone because doc holiday owns.
took a bunch of pictures of myself.
set up an appointment because i think i have breast cancer.
hurry up june 15 at 5 o'clock.
jerry springer is still one of the best shows ever.
im going to the beach this weekend.
and getting my cleavage re-pierced.
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and a 2yr old picture of the boy.
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the end.
 
     

(4 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
so basically.. i think you suck.   
06:49pm 31/05/2005
 
mood: gotta take a shit
music: open hand
and fuck livejournal cuts.
i havent been up to much.
which sucks.
i blow all of what little money i earn on gas.
i hate my car now.
or the boyfriend.
but he's okay. i guess.
the tat is healing and i love it.
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the boyfriend came down this weekend.
he wears my clothes.
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and our feet are cute.
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mmhm.

xo
 
     

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for now..   
12:02am 26/05/2005
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mmmmhm.
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
   
10:43am 19/05/2005
 
mood: giggly
music: ring ding dong ring a ding ding ding dong.
i dont have work today. finally.
oh yeah. i work at petsmart.
anyways. im sitting in the living room. eating a bowl of lucky charms. and watching the view. everything else sounds explainable.. but why i was watching the view.. still dumbfounds me.
they were sitting there with their coffee arguing like bitches. normal pms shit. i lost interest until they said something about saying "good boy" when men do good things. like a dog. and im fucking sick of women comparing men to dogs. wtf.
on a more positive note..
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that is getting tattooed on my left shoulder in about 2 fucking hours.
im stoked.
pictures soon.
i hope everyone has a grrreat day.

xo
 
     

(4 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
PS: krissy is the cutest.   
10:52am 19/04/2005
 
mood: happy
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(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
pictures are worth a million words..   
09:44am 19/04/2005
 
mood: excited
music: my exhaust fan
so... i went to las vegas.
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pictures )
 
     

(4 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
i love this shirt.   
02:42pm 29/03/2005
 
mood: cheerful
music: BANE
I'm pretty stoked about this week.
missed class today. seeing bane and comeback kid tonight. tomorrow is the taste of chaos. thrusday is the other bane show. and on the 3rd.. which is awhile away but still. TERROR!
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i love(d) you )
 
     

(6 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
pull the trigger yeah   
04:51am 28/03/2005
 
mood: flirty
music: 18 visions
HAPPY EASTER.


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i asked myself what made me happy. and i came up with a few things. then decided i was gonna focus on them some more.
she thought i was romantic. )
 
     

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do you and i'll do me   
11:52am 26/03/2005
 
mood: blah
music: eve
easter is coming up soon.
colored eggs fill the yards.
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i guess me and kayleb are back together? or something.
 
     
 
did i waste my time? i think i did.   
05:12pm 23/03/2005
 
mood: confused
music: The Faint

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to the one who taught me how to draw,
you still have the most beautiful face.
to the one who forced me to grow up,
i remember you, and i'm still afraid.
to the one i swam the ocean with,
on hazy summers days.
to the one who i fell in love with,
she says the one who got away )
 
     

(6 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
we're all sane here.   
04:48am 14/03/2005
 
mood: bored
music: lil kim
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...and it wasn't some book, but your hand, in mine, greeted by a dark porch, front door. )
 
     

(4 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
weekend with pictures = fun. yay.   
05:21am 10/03/2005
 
mood: jubilant
music: opera (classic art showcase bitch)
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friday: boring. but wanted to do something. sooo we go to dennys. with sarah and jenny. haha. and we colored while we waited for food. you know one of those easter coloring contests for kids up to 10 years of age. yeah. we're cool. then johnny johnny johnny and chris show up outside our window. and we hang out outside with them in the parking lot all night. we were bored after and dance ontop of the roof of the parking lot. i had to pee and pissed in the corner. and accidentally got some on my pants. then i went back to dancing.
saturday: go to hanford. pick up randall. woot. he loses his cigar in my air vent of my car. we go to krystals and get her and lorie. then we go to howie and sons. we had soo many people there. us. sarah. ashely. steven. ashuley <3. little johnny. geneva. maria. rick. sabel. mario. dennis. johnny johnny johnny. chris. and the punk rockers. hardcore kids were there. we all hung out outside and literally filled the parking lot. man we're rad. then a couple of us went to dennys. like always. then we go back to howies to see the band from japan. DMBQ. well we didnt see them cuz we hung out outside. they sounded awesome though. then we go to a party. which when we came into their small house they were throwing around a beach ball at eachother like indoors dodgeball. fucking drunks. i love them. that was pretty much the night.
sunday: um krystal got her tat re-done. spanky(tattoo artist/piercer) was asking for me which makes me happy because he's too cute. and thats about it
monday: supposed to go walking with steven. but nooo he wasnt there. and then we went to the 99cent store which was fun.
tuesday: at like 3 in the morning.. me and kayleb are offically together. wow.. didnt see this one coming.
stfu )
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
laugh till your stomach rips open   
02:06pm 05/03/2005
 
mood: blank
music: Nirvana <3
my conversation with nayeliface yesterday.
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mmhm )
 
     
 
random. survey. lame.   
07:51pm 04/03/2005
 
mood: meh
music: traffic going by
*Section 1-*
+ Name: Dorian
+ Lives in: California bitch.
+ Birthday: Dec. 23rd. 84.
+ School: college
+ Religion: Catholic.
+ Shoe size: 9. hah i have hobbit feet.
+ Hair color: brownish/red/black my roots are showing.
+ Eye color: dark brown.
+ Style: butt naaaked

* section 2 - have you ever... *
+ Fallen off the bed?: ah yeah that shit is scary when youre asleep.
+ Broken someone's heart?: i think so..
+ Had your heart broken?: yes :( first and last time.
+ Had a dream come true?: mm i dont think so.
+ Done something you regret?: i wish i hadnt done somethings but then i guess i wouldnt have learned from them. yay PBS.
+ Cheated on a test?: yeah i pretty much rule.

* section 3 - currently *
+ Wearing?: A&E shorts. black shirt with the new york lady. white tank top under. the end.
+ Listening to?: terror. :)
+ Watching?: Nothing
+ What should you really be doing right now?: uh getting my blankets from the laundry room and making my bed.

* section 4- do you?...*
+ Brush your teeth?: fo sho.
+ Have any piercings?: Yeah. the only ones that have anything through them are the nips and ears.
+ Drink? duh.
+ Smoke?: ...

* section 5 - the last person you... *
+ Hugged?: loriecakes. with additional dry humping. sweet.
+ Kissed?: kayleb..
+ IMed?: Mike aka Biker Gus aka Funky Drummer.
+ Talked on the phone with?: krrrystallll
+ Yelled at?: mmm no one surprisingly. wow. probly my mom though.

* section 6 - personal *
+ What do you want to be when you finish college?: an art historian so i can work with my photographer krissy. or a psychologist.
+ What comes first in your life?: food?
+ What are you most scared of?: midgets, the dark, being alone, clowns, getting donkey punched by daddy K.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: sex. him.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved?: more than once. twice. three times. four times..
+ How many times have you fallen in love?: once.
+ Love your family?: fo sho.
+ Love your friends?: lyke omfgz.

* section 7 - favorite *
+ Store: thrift store.
+ Day of the Week: fridaysaturday.

* section 8 - do you *
+ Like to give hugs?: yeah. to certain people.
+ Like to give kisses?: sure.
+ Like to walk in the rain?: yesss.
+ Prefer black or blue pens?: black. because its cooler than blue. deal.
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back?: sidestomach. yeah its a combination.
+ Have a goldfish?: we used to have this pond not too long ago with gold fish. like big ones. meh.
+ Ever have the falling dream? yeah and then actually fall off your bed. lame.
+ Have stuffed animals?: i have a thing for unicorns.

* section 9 - what do you think about... *
+ Abortion: against.
+ Eating disorders: get over yourself.
+ Summer: i hate school. wee.
+ Piercings: me first!

* section 10 - this or that *
+ Pierced nose or tongue?: Tongue
+ MTV or BET?: ugh. neither.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: wtf. neither.
+ Sugar or salt?: sugar

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LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: hm.
x. Saw you cry: loriecakes.
x. Got mad at: my mom probly
x. Spent the night at your house: i cant remember. probly my cousin ant and his two friends after the from first to last show.
x. Spent the night someone elses house?: hm.. ted motherfucking graves. in his garage. with kayleb. yeah..
x. You shared a drink with: mm a bunch of people? every weekend? take your pick?
x. You went to the movies with: kayleb and israel. coach carter. valentines. i suck.
x. You went to the mall with: kayleb and israel.
x. Yelled at you: some gangsters when we got into the gang fight last saturday?
x. Told you they loved you: krrrrystalll and loriecakes.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: i would kill my dogs if i had the chance.
x. Been to New York: Yesh.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: err no. i wish.
x. Had an imaginary friend: i still do. booya!

RANDOM
x. Red or blue: hm. probly blue.
x. Spring or Fall: BOTH motherfucker.
x. Are you bored: nah.
x. Last noise you heard: traffic.
x. Last time you went out of the country: i live in the fucking country.
x. Things you like in a the opposite sex: sense of humor, personality, hair, buldge in pants/lack thereof.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yeah.. lame.
x. What book are you reading now: my abnormal psych text. wee.
x. Worst feeling in the world: being betrayed.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: "i hate my life and i want to die" i love kurt cobain.
x. How many rings before you answer: once i see the caller ID. i love that thing now.
x. Future son's name: Achilles. keepin' it greek. what what.
x. Future daughter's name: whorebag? i dont know.
x. Do you have a cell phone: no. i rule.
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: to be Paris Hilton.. except looking the way i do because shes gross. fuck that shit.
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty
x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: fo sho. i took keyboard class.
x. What's under your bed: shit i dont want to see.
x. Favorite room in your house: kitchen/living room.
x. Siblings: younger brother(ging). 2 younger sisters (nana and ling chao).
x. Location: id rather be in florence italy.
x. College plans: graduate and get the fuck outta here.. but that wont be happening soon.

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: occasionally.
x. Do you drink: yes
x. Who are your best friends: krrrystalll, loriecakes, and nayeliface.
x. What are you most scared of: being alone, being hurt, other obligatory things.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: nothing. duh.
x. Who is the last person who called you: krrrystalll.
x. Where do you want to get married: in a huge cathedral. <3.
x. Favorite number(s): 3
1x. What type of automobile do you drive: 70 ford mustang
x. Are you timely or always late: on time but i procrastinate like a motherfucker.
x. Do you have a job: no.. i really need to get into prostitution
x. Do you like being around people: sometimes.
x. Best feeling in the world: Feeling loved. being happy. orgasming.
x. Are you a health freak: fuck no.
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: sorta. but we had sex like whoa.
x. Last tv show watched : im about to watch americas next top model since i missed it.. wee.
x. Have a crush: your ass.
x. Color of your room: surf purple or something. lavender.
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes. 7.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: er no.
x. Bought something: food.
x. Said "I Love You": no
x. Met someone new: .. dont think so..
x. Talked to someone: Yes
x. Missed someone: Yes
x. Hugged someone: Yes
x. Fought with your parents: probly
x. Watched a movie: SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS. fuckingshitthatmovieismyfavourite.
x. Had a lot of sleep: I wish

bold which are true..
1. I'm in a relationship
o2. I can't eat sugar
o3. I am in love
o4. I am a brunette
o5. I think gay marriage should be approved
o6. I enjoy playing my music loud
o7. I like to decorate stuff
o8. I love the color silver
o9. I have too much free time
1o. I love hugs
11. I like to take pictures

12. I am a blonde
13. I like Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. My name starts with a s
16. I hate my siblings
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the Bahamas at least once
19. I love Aladdin
2o. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer
22. I need to apply myself more
23. I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry
25. I have brown eyes
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle

27. I don't like chocolate
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
3o. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes.
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I have a best friend
40. I love music
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy recieving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends
44. I love watching movies
45. I am very crazy at times

46. I want to learn how to play the flute
47. I love to go to school
48. I hate my homelife
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulsive spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have many nicknames
54. I've had an Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games

58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me and I just don't realize it
60. I think sarcasm is cool
61. I'm a bit blonde at times
62. I think i scare people at times
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others

65. I have a cat
66. I can cry and not be sad
67. I take a shower every day
68. I interrupt people a lot
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish
75. I’m a very messy person
76. I want more piercings
77. I hate my figure
78. My friends are insane but awesome
79. I sleep on my side
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all

82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again
84. I have my belly button peirced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
92. I don't sleep much
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides

97. My star sign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with an enemy.
99. I love recieving Xanga Comments
1o0. I've rode in a hot air balloon
1o1. I've bowled left handed
1o2. I love popcorn
1o3. I've liked my best friend before.
1o4. I hide things under my bed
1o5. Im not bored
1o6. I hate close-minded people
1o7. I want to go sky diving

1o8. I've written a book
1o9. I love Def Leppard
11o. I make wishes on 11:11
111. I play lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten
113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive
116. I paint my nails
117. My best friend lives in another state
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles
12o. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizes like this one
 
     
 
someone will pay for this. we'll squeeze his goddamned brains out.   
11:41am 01/03/2005
 
mood: mischievous
music: everytime i die
saturday nights will never be the same.

Cut off here )
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
you foolish gals and your pictures   
01:20pm 28/02/2005
 
mood: geeky
music: Atreyu - shot through the heart
Norton Simon Museum trip. <3. yes.
edit: i forgot i changed the links. 3 cheers for picutres.


off to the museum we go. )
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
<3   
06:05am 26/02/2005
 
mood: excited
music: classic arts showcase main theme
i am off to one of my favourite places.
the museum.
one ive never been to.. the Norton Simon.. in LA.. duh. ha.
and i'm going with two of the raddest girls ever.. ashely and pamela.
there shall be picutres. later.
and i'm dressing way "scene" or something.
 
     

(2 lovers | Midnight Walk)

 
i swear i miss you   
03:59pm 25/02/2005
 
mood: optimistic
music: some lady crying on the maury show
im sick and yet i still manage to look "hard".

i miss my friends.
i hope this weekend is funner than last weekend.
the greatest lovers were murderers first. )
 
     

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